2017 New Beginnings, New Me-Year of the Rooster

2016 was a horrible year for us all. I'm am beyond the point in my life where I will allow people to hurt me and let people use me. I learned to be great it requires sacrifice even from the ones we love and I love many. I opened a business this year and it didn't start exactly how I planned it but after a year I have realized now the do's and dont's of a company by having a supportive network of strangers. This year was hard because I felt I couldn't even count on me and my family and friends. I learned to sometimes to be great you need to be alone. 2017 is a new year and a new me, I moving forward and letting go from 2016. I met people and lost people. I made money , lost money and had money scammed out of me. Now 2017 is about New Beginnings, change and rising up above all. I accept my fate and life as it comes but I learned I wont let others abuse me in the process too. This 2017 I want to start my community management project by moving even more forward even more with the Zen Gen Foundation and bringing help and resources to communities that feel lost and hopeless. I want to bring change and show people We can be better as a society and that all pain and struggles are not forever . I want to show communities we can overcome all pain and struggles if We work together and become more innovated and we have that support where people believe in working together. A place where there is no discrimination

To begin 2017 I plan to remove first the negative forces in my life. 2017 is the the Zodiac Year of the Rooster.

"Its energies are subject to the fire element in it Yin form. Yin fire express Inner warmth and insight, as well as the quietness of privacy and family ties. " -quote from karmaweather.com

I'm trying to now really get into my true Zen Mode by express the zodiac sign of the rooster and using its fire element. With all that is going on I feel people need a course of change and need to be ready to accept change. Change isn't easy at all especially when a person is use to a daily routine all the time but sometimes its is needed to discover who we are in life. There are time where we have to let go of people and learn to move on from the past and begin to create our own future. Its not easy acceptance. Now everyone who see the change will like it and not everybody who sees change will understand it but they will be willing to accept it. I have come to realize I can only do what makes me happy and be the only person I know how to do be is me. Being me isn't easy either, I had to first learn to accept myself, after that is wasn't about getting people to accept me either it was about understanding not everybody is going to accept me and finally when I was able accept I can't make everyone happy , I was able to find a sense of peace. For me this was proof, I was ready for 2017, and that 2016 was just a bad nightmare that needed to be corrected.

New Years's Eve was a bust because everyone did what they wanted to do and left me out of everything else, but in that pain learned that I 2016 was over and now it was time for the New Me to be heard and so took New Years day to remember my grandmother and prepare for the new year and now that I'm past the side moment I am ready to move on in my life and start this new Zen Life with peace. I'm planning to make 2017 my year and I'm trying very hard to make it a good year fear of pain and rejection. I have lived long enough with it and now it is time for me.

Hello 2017 I am glad that you are hear and I am ready to make you the best year of the rooster I can.